Well the new year is here... and you won't be getting any resolutions from me!!
However I do have a couple of things I want to aim for. I desperately want this separation stuff, financial and custody sorted, so I can move on to the next phase of my life. I am tired of living in limbo, and it has been going on for 16 months! I'm not sure how I make this happen, but I am not willing to lay down and be walked on simply to have it over and done with. Hopefully this year will see a conclusion.
I am also going to continue to do my very best at uni, I am proud of the marks I have recieved so far, and really want to keep them up. I need to keep myself healthy, and take care of my baby girl, not only physically, but guide her through the complicated life that she is already forced to live.
I'm not sure what the year will bring, good or bad, but I hope that I have the strength to take whatever comes my way, with dignity and respect for others. I am so very fortunate to have a few amazing people in my life who have supported me, rescued me, listened to me, and even helped me out financially so that I have so many more choices, and the ability to be as independent as I can. To Bama Lyn and Poppy Mick, thank you just doesn't cover how much I truly appreciate your help.
No scrapping to show off, my time is currently spent writing an assignment and trying to keep up with uni over the holidays. And after all, playing with my girl and helping her with Chrsitmas presents is so much more worthy of my time.
And lastly, Happy Birthday for tomorrow Grandma Lyn, we have made you the most gorgeous chocolate cake with pink icing and lots of sprinkles (as per Rory's instructions) - you are going to be amazed!
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